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Sara's World (Part IV) Kari began talking again. "Well, if what we've said so far hasn't shocked you, neither will this."Again, they all giggled. "We have arranged alot of things. Your dorm assignment, you cominghere, and other stuff too. Your parents, it seems, are good friendswith Beth's and Sydney's. In fact, they were at many of the partiesthey talked about." I took a deep breath, looking around incredulous to what I was hearing. "In fact, your dad suggested that you might be interested in, well,sharing in this with us." Daddy? I couldn't believe it. "Yes, Sara, it's all true. You are, as he says, a `self-describedbitch,' right?" I interjected, "How did you know that?" "We have our sources, your father being one of them. He also suspectedthat you were a lesbian, at least bisexual. He told Beth's momeverything." "I can assure that I am as straight as . . ." I interupted again. Sydney spoke up, "Oh, come off it, Sara. We just confessed everythingto you, the least you can do is talk openly about this stuff. Afterall, it's not like we aren't sympathetic." At that point my barriers broke. My feelings rushed forth like a damwhich had burst. I cried a little bit, and confessed that I had knowfor a long time that I liked women. I thought I was odd, strange,sick, even perverted. I hid it, denied it, even tried to avoid facingit. After my confession, all four of us were in tears, hugging andcomforting each other. They all told me how hard it was to come out, tobe open, even among friends. "Listen," Beth said, "remember how your dad had a nickname for you?" "What are you talking about?" I asked. "Oh come off it, Sara," Kari chimed in, "we all know that your fathercalled you `Daddy's Little Dom'." I got flustered, "How the hell did you know that?" "We know all about it. Didn't he ever tell you what that meant?" Come to think of it, he hadn't. I thought it was French for little girlor something. "It means Dominant, Sara, like as in dominant and submissive," Sydneytold me, "you mean you never knew?" I didn't know. I didn't have the slightest idea. "Well," Beth continued, "maybe we made a huge mistake in arranging allthis, I just assumed you were brought up like us, you know, exposed toeverything, that you knew what you were getting into with us. Ithought, hell, even suspected, that you knew all abnout this all along." Sydney became frustrated, even mad, and told us that she would settlethis once and for all, "What's your phone number?" she asked. I told her. "No, stupid, your home phone, I'm calling your folks. They'llstraighten this all out." I resisted, told them it had gotten out of hand, but finallycapitualted. Deep down I knew they were serious about this. If whatthey had said was true, I wanted to know. Sydney dialed. After a short pause, she spoke, "Hi, is this Sara'smom?" "Oh, no," she continued, "Sara's fine. This is Sydney, June and Tom'sdaughter." "Oh, yes, fine, fine, and yourself?" "Good," she continued, "well, the three of us have been hanging out withSara. . . yes, yes, Beth and Kari are both here, anyway, she doesn'tknow anything about what's going on. Oh he was? Well, I am sure he'lltake care of it now, won't he? Oh, o.k. fine, sure, sure. Hold on." Sydney handed the phone to me. It was my mom, and she confirmed justabout everything that they had said. She also told me it was my dad'sjob to ready me for this, and the fact that he hadn't meant he was inbig trouble. "What kind of trouble?" I asked. She simply told me that I was to learnall about that soon. But not to worry, I was in good hands, I shouldjust listen and learn. I agreed. Somehow, hearing my mom's voice madeit all seem so reasonable. I hung up the phone and told them that I was convinced. I shrugged myshoulders and asked, "What's next?" All three of them beamed. I came to find out in the ensuing conversation that the problem was thatall three of them were submissive, as it turned out, VERY submissive andthat they were also all lesbians. What they needed was for someone,like me, to serve as their `Mistress.' I didn't understand at first, but they told me that they would teach mewhat they meant, at least until what they decsribed as my `naturalinstincts' took over. I agreed. For starters, we all sat around and got to know each other a bit better.Sydney and Beth talked about how much they hated having to tie eachother up, how they wished they could both be tied, or at least both besubmissive together. Kari talked about how much she missed Michelle. Italked about my upbringing and my feeling toward women. Finally, I saidsomething that shocked me, and I know shocked them, I told them, "Theydidn't need to worry about any of that anymore."
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