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A Friend
The one thing that might have come across a bit through preceeding pages is that aside from my Master, there are no others in the Lifestyle I am close to. After some time and thought, Dr. WIcked has recently remedied that situation for me; He spoke to a Master friend, and subsequently brought down the Friend's submissive for me to meet. Before I go any further, I need to stop and do one thing here.. point out a few things about Dr. Wicked.
When He takes a sub as His own.. He has to be the MOST responsible human being I've ever seen. He has made it His business to care for me in every portion of my life.. even to details so small as bringing me books after He's read them. So it was no surprise when He saw the lack, and immediately took steps to correct the situation. Now, I tend to be shy upon meeting people; and having never met another involved in D's made me doubly so. What if I did not measure up, if my behavior was inappropriate? I could not embarrass Him in front of others, it would kill me.. so, as expected, I was on my ultra best behavior, and also a nervous wreck. The meeting and sub turned out to so much more than I ever expected. She and I began by talking, with Dr. Wicked sitting quietly by, watching, smiling, and occasionally interjecting a comment. We hit on every conceivable subject, from extremely similar pasts down to common enjoyment of the Lifestyle; introducing each other to our favorite things, including a very irreverent sense of humor. She and I fit, our mutual understanding smoothing out what could have been, as a first meeting, cold and bumpy terrain. I was, and still am, amazed.. why, I do not know.. lol.. I should have expected as much from the caring, wise, tender man I call Master. To make such a good friend in so short a time has never happened to me before, but then again.. He has never chosen my friends before this! I saw a completely different side of Him during that time; aside from the required drink, of course, *eg*!.. I was left pretty much completely on my own. He did not impose Himself like Others might have done.. did not centralize conversation and interests on Himself, but sat back and allowed us to find our own way. With His presence as my security, I relaxed.. by the end of the night we were singing, dancing around the house, running from cd to cd, like 2 teenagers, truly a girls' time; talking, laughing, even crying as we exchanged experiences and thoughts. By the time she left, I had truly made a 'soul sister'. This page is for them all.. to my new friend, so sweet,
thoughtful, and caring a person no one can help but love her..
to her Master, for allowing both her and I the opportunity to begin what promises to be a wonderful friendship...
and to Him.. who made it all possible.. who was there for me during my inital moments of sheer terror, calmly reassuring.. who saw that we would both benefit from having this friendship, and took steps so we would have that chance.. and last, but not least... to once again knowing what I needed more clearly than I ever could, and quietly giving me that.
Thank you.
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