I was told, from the beginning, "one should NOT fall in love with her Master.. that is one of the most basic rules."

uh.. right. ok. Now, I don't know about you, but as for myself.. it is a bit impossible for me to give all without giving all.. especially when the One in question is deserving of my love. I do not mean that to sound conceited or arrogant, but simply a statement of fact; I am of value. Dr. Wicked knew this when we spoke, and it was part of the reason He chose me.

Pacing.. restless.. then smiling at odd moments, all the while still viewing others' relationships with new eyes.. I was a creature possessed, unable to stop thinking, always thinking.

I kept parts of this from Him, yet bits and pieces seeped out in our conversations until finally, I knew what had to be done to make peace with myself.

I simply told Him I loved Him.

Although this sounds as if it happened over night, a considerable time had elapsed before this all took place. When I made my statement, He simply said, "I care about you, but have learned to proceed very slowly. I hope you understand that."

I did then and do now; there is no question in my mind the feelings are returned. He shows me in every action; in the pleasure He takes making me smile and laugh.. the hours He has spent on the road coming to me, tired and worn from a week of work.

sometimes actions speak very loudly indeed.